10/14/11
4th
The last time
the last time i saw my father was a long time ago, about 10 years ago to be exact. and to be honest it doesn't seem like a big deal after all i hardly met him. i don't rememeber what he was like ow he acted around me but i see him as any other guy i guess.
its weird what i remember about him, which inst much but what i do remember always takes place in parties or family get together event. i can remember the steaks, burgers and beer all around, my family members like my go mother and father, all enjoying Mexican ranchera songs. the night skies in Kansas city and my dad drunk in most of them, once i even remember him giving me a six year old boy , beer! from these memories i remember him being like any normal dad, working when work needs to be done and enjoying himself when he could.
but the reason i haven't seen him in so long is still unclear even now t age 18 i dont know exactly what happened between him and my mom, but i guess its better not to know. any how what done is done and no point in wondering what happened
That's really sad! A father should not be letting his six year old drink; and being drunk all the time is not being a good role model for a child.
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ReplyDeleteThis IS really sad. It's comforting to know that despite this part of your life, you have grown up to be a very good person capable of so many things. The best you can do is to cherish the few memories of your father--especially the good ones--and then strive to be a better one yourself, (when the time comes of course).
ReplyDeleteI'm very proud of you.